our dreams and they are made of real things like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving

In my pyjamas, I dragged myself to bed with the TV screen showing one beautiful scene after another from 'The Last Song'. It's amazing, uplifting, to watch a movie with a love so true it seems like a dream. I became inspired thinking things like that happen in real life everyday and then the credits roled and I realised I live in a reality, not in a glass box. It's hard to believe in something that has torn you apart once before so for now I guess you just have to believe that things will happen when it happens and until then comes along you just have to keep yourself occupied and always know that one day it won't be a dream any more.

astonishment.

i found out just a few seconds ago that if i type my name on google (iman ezyd) and i am the ONLY search that comes out :D



i'm special !
 try ur name and see how common or uncommon ur name is and leave a cmmnt telling me if ur the only one or there are more ppl with ur name :)

stress.

I've been so lucky as to have had an explosion of Ideas running through my head lately but at the same time so unlucky because theres just so little time to actually put all the ideas on paper. It's hard jugling art and photography with school but at the end of the day education is vital and as my parents say, "The best thing you can give a child is love, a home filled with care and an education" .

Lately i've had a bit of a humanitarian mood of ideas for photography shoots alongside other shoots and I'm not exactly sure why. I'm not going to post the ideas that I've been pondering, they're not exactly brilliant or at the levels of Claude Monet's painting but just in case any sticky beaks decides to admit it as theirs. Now i'm in a little dillema because I have so many ideas but not enough time and there are specific people I want for each photoshoot but i'm facing the problem that I don't actually know them, I mean I do but not even on an acquintance level or I don't actually know them well enough. HELP!

my own brand of photography.

`ie phtography

models: ain amiera . aliyah shazmin

you race to the finish line but what was worth the most was the obstacles along the way.

I vow (well, if i remember it haha) that by the time I'm legal, I will try out for The Amazing Race. The emotional journey that the contestants go on must be tremendous but at the end of the day it seems to turn out for everyone- yes including those who lost in the first round. I want to put a backpack on back and lug it around to seven countries for the duration of a few weeks, and experience the adventure this show takes you on.

digi environmentalists!

OMGoodness

i can't believe that i got invited to the MALAYSIAS TOP GREENIES event!

anyone here got invited ???

man.

but the problem is i can't go :(

have a wedding. crap.

anyone here has been invited and is/not going? 

:(

so sad .

but on the other hand, i have proven myself worthy as an environmentalist!

one of the biggest most amazing phones yet. 

iPhone 4

this picture is so right!

but you have to admit, ALL OF US WANTS THE NEW iPHONE 4!

a simple birthday wish.

Happy birthday  google ,

 I've probably learned more from you than I have from school 

you're only 12. and yet you've outsmarted us all.

thank you we beg to say as you have made each and every one of our lives ALOT easier.

:)

he does that face bcoz he <3s me :)

I'm one of those people who likes dogs, but prefers coming home to a cat.

      

disney eyes

I remember vowing to not fall asleep until a little disney princess disc played these scenes on the screen or laughing and crying with westlife songs in the background. I remember wearing a matching shirt with my dad just because I thought it was cool. I remember begging mum for at least one coloured pen when we went shopping. 

I remember being a little kid and the good times I had along with it.

bestfriendship

“A friend is someone who is there in your time of need, someone who has their own little ways to put a little magic in your life, someone who makes you smile even on your gloomiest days, someone you turn to for laughter or wiping away tears. A bestfriend is a friend who never fails to sieze the day and make it that slightest bit close to perfection. They are the people who posseses the quality of a friend with a little something extra, they are the ones I treasure"

Platted bracelets, half-hearted necklaces worn around the neck with the words "bestfriends" engraved into halves, a writting or two on eachothers arms saying 'biffle'. Recognise it? Of course you have- it's the cliché world of friendships but in all honesty just because you've ticked all the boxes of what I mentioned, a real bestfriendship is not determined based on threads, silver chains or even ink; it's the meaning behind it that tells a story. I'm blessed to have it all. The ink, the engraved writing but also the real meaning of whats written. Simple enough, to me the saying 'it's not quantity, it's quality' applies, I have four bestfriends whose gone through thick and thin with me. You can have a thousand facebook friends but at the end of the day do you know them them all? I know everyone on my fb and I have hundreds of friends on it but when it comes to bestfriends, I don't need a million I just need one (or in my case four) being who they are already. In all honesty it's not like the beggining of a fairytale, it was never "since the moment I saw them I knew some day down the track I'll be bestfriends with them", I thought maybe good friends but thats possibly it? Now they're the people whose hugs in the mornings I want most, the people whose smiles brighten up my day, the people whose little quirks I can see even with my eyelids shut tightly, the people who has to listen to every one of my stories, my 'it's going to be okay' when all the tears are gone and my cries are tearless and the people I run to when something hillarious or amazing happens. Their names are Putri, Nabiha, Nisa and Kamalia, or otherwise better known as PinNK. And I'll let you in on a little secret: I love them. The reason why is that they are the most amazing ship i've ever been on, the ship of our bestfriendship.

i do, i do, i do. i really honestly, truly do.

four little notes in four days.

Ten day notes- Day four: Seven things that cross your mind alot.

'that' person. the future, leadership opportunities and school. someone whose gorgeous face still doesn't justify their beautiful soul. dwelling on the past. fashion. photographical/artistic ideas. my love for my family and friends.

Never regret anything, Because at the time... it was exactly what you wanted.

It's funny because it's true. It's hillarious because thats what I wanted insanely. It's tear-worthy because it turned out as everything I never foresaw or desired.

catch a falling star, put it in your pocket and save it for a rainy day.

I sort of wish... I was a more active leader earlier, I wish I did state earlier just so I could do both scat and state src as well, I wish I could turn back to the beginning of high school, I wish I got more involved in more things, I wish I didn't spend my Saturdays studying for exams when I was younger, I wish I could do it all again and have little regrets but now I just wish I won't have anymore regrets later on. I'm lucky enough to have figured out where I want to be but I still wish I could turn back time and do things differently. All in the average aussie day.

three little notes in three days.

Ten day notes- Day three: Eight things about yourself

I'm a Capricorn and an obivious one at that, I'm curious, get distracted oftent and easily attracted to Aquariuses, a true Gemini. When I drink something from a cup or ever a bottle my pinky finger has a tendency to stay out automatically. I'm convinced that my tounge has not got a mind of it's own, I can't easily roll it, flip it and the deal. I have naturally straight teeh except for my top, front-right teeth... the LITTLE bugs bunny. I'm lucky enough to be able to talk about anything to my parents. I love blowing bubbles and lying under the stars. I learnt how to use chopsticks myself and taught myself at an early age how to eat chilly and now I love it. I love to photograph things, except to photograph myself, got over it a while ago. Just kidding. Still not over it.

two little notes in two days.

Ten day notes- Day two: Nine things that you can't live without

The parental unit. A few of my friends, who never fail to bringthen up my days. ALL MY CATS. The existance of art. Water and Ice Lemon Tea. Cookies and Cream ice-cream for desert. Saturdays. Inspirational little things. Musical little things.

one little note in one day.

Ten day notes- Day one: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.


I love you mum and dad. You brighten my days when the sun is hiding behind the clouds Blackberry and Starbuck. I'm so proud of you, boys with the heart made out of diamonds. I'm going to miss you all insanely.Your smile and your everything makes the butterflies in my stomach flap their wings. I sometimes wish you never changed. Thanks for all the tears. You four with your little quirks are the best friends anyone can ask for. Can you not show favouritism, makes us all feel special don't it?. Leave my life.

the power of ten.

Ten little notes in ten days 
I found this on a friends tumblr and thought.. Why not.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things you can't live without.
Day Three: Eight things about yourself.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

♥

last day of school.

i said : RAWR! to everybody (secondary) on the last day of school.

responses:

Ust. Fattah : SHHH!

Kamalia : hahahahhah.

Aimie : Iman, are you alrite?

DJ : Did you take your medication today?

Irsyad : I somehow knew you were gonna do that.

Acap : =0

Badrollin : OMG! Scary!

unforgettable stuff right there.

quantum shiet.

combat boots, leather jackets and skinny jeans

This is one of those pointless posts but oh well. So it was one of those lazy rainy days at home with the pitter-patter of the rain hits the pavements lightly, raindrops slid lazily down my bedroom window while I sat on the window seel listening to blues-sy music but then I saw just how in need of a clean out my wardrobe was. Thats the moment when I realised I need to seriously stop shopping. I literally had floral tops,floral dresses, jeans, shorts, blazers, berets, scarfs, lady-hats, tunics, overalls, docs, converses, boots, heels, stockings, bags and sunnies piled on the floor reaching the height of my bedframe. Thats when I decided I need to stop spending my lunch money on clothes, somebody help!

Factual: I don't wear real leather or fur, it's so cruel to the beautiful animals.

so i'm just waiting on the world to change

I'll be frank. Until three weeks ago or so I have never opened my eyes to the world. I mean- ofcourse I've lived life with an open eye, just not as aware as I should be however I met someone who has broadened my horizons to the fact that you can make change regardless of how many candles are on your birthday cake. I felt somewhat intimidated by this certain someone because it took me thirteen years to realise something so obvious while they've figured it out at an age so early compared to the rest of us. Not only is this person gorgeous but their heart and soul is so beautiful I'mconvinced it's made out of diamonds. I'm done with waiting around for the world to change. Sure I'm one small person but whose to say I can't make or at least help to make one big difference. Make a difference for the better with climate change, animal rights and poverty because if that's what you believe in why lurk in the dark? fight for it 

you've got nothing figured out but the little trivials

I'm not one for calling things 'made out of gold'. I'm a little unique in that sense because when something is so mezmarising I call them 'made out of diamonds'.
In a sea of striking blue, green or hazel eyes when it comes to men, according to me nothing can beat an honest set of brown eyes. It's the simplicity that makes it so irrisistable.
I'm a believer that no architecture will ever compare to the beautiful eiffle tower, so elegant and beautiful in it's structure that it is simply très magnifique.
Hate is a strong word that no one should be affiliated to. I've always reffered to not having a very strong like for someone as not knowing them well enough or if they've done something that really hurt me bad, having no respect for them, but hate is not a word that someone can use like a signature pen.

ladies and gentlemen

I know I've had a lack of sleep thanks to the thoughts that I've pondered in my mind for quite a while now and I'm not sure if the things I'm questioning are a result of feeling tired or if it's even imporant but ever wondered why men have such elegant words for them while women don't? I mean men have the words guys, gentleman, boys, males, man to assisociate themselves while women have girls, woman, females ... the only elegant sounding word for women is lady. So why is this the way it is? Ever wondered the same thing?

when the nightsky is covered by the glitz of stars and fireworks

I'm waiting on a new year. A year that allows me to open a new page in my life where the past stays as a past and what the future holds is something I'd be willing to venture on. I'm looking forward to chucking out books and using a folder instead, looking forward to sprinting to classes because they're the ones I chose as opposed to being forced to do, looking forward to hopefully being a part of something big which leaves me desiring every end of term and most importantly walk away from this turn of a decade. This year has had highlights but I've worn a frown for far longer than I wanted.

wishing

I want to travel the world, pack my bags and get a flight to Paris, London, Tokyo, Bali and New York . I want to spend my days with a cup of hot chocolate in the morning. I want to have a camera in my hand during the daytime to take pictures of all things beautiful and unique. I want to come back to the hotel room at night to put on a couture dress and spend my night enjoying the nightlife under the fairy lights of stars.

Some people call me insane but there are two things in this world that i think is horrid but many are baffled as to why I think so. They are piercings and tattoos

I think piercings are stunning only if they're on your ear lobe (double piercing acceptable) or if it's on your belly button (though some says it's slutty, i like it) and two I abselutely hate tattoos because it's a permanent mark on your body which you might regret one day however nicole richie's fairy wing tattos are gorgeous (not that i'll ever get one).

I have never met a boy like you before. A teenage boy with a soul like yours, it's some kind of magic. It's easy to say you're gorgeous physically but thats an understatement considering how amazing you are inside too. I've never met a teenage boy who cares about the world around him, it leaves me in awe and questioning how you can elighten so many at an age so young. You might not know how amazing you are but those around you can see just how brightly you shine. You inspire me so much that I can't comprehend why.

bestfriendship

"A friend is someone who is there in your time of need, someone who has their own little ways to put a little magic in your life, someone who makes you smile even on your gloomiest days, someone you turn to for laughter or wiping away tears. A bestfriend is a friend who never fails to sieze the day and make it that slightest bit close to perfection. They are the people who posseses the quality of a friend with a little something extra, they are the one I treasure"

friends.

It's nice to know someone still cares,
someone has your back and
you're not alone, you have a friend.

fate.

Let me tell you a little something. It's one word, consisting four letters and only one syllable.

FATE. Unlike a car you can't drive fate to your preffered destination, sometimes you just have to float in the water and let the waves take you wherever it pleases. I'm one of those people who plan and schedule things, a perfectionist but sometimes life just doesn't go the way you have written on your planner. I've learnt three things from fate. One is that it will take you to where your future lies; two is that sometimes no matter how much you want to be with someone, you can't have it your way; and last but not least- three, sometimes your fate is somewhere else so that someone else can take your place in wherever you were originally.

animal translation

ever thought about the fact of what animals talk about. this is the everyday conversation between cats
enjoy :)

the sneezing panda

the information centre

IMAN. Although I believe it is a crime to
"judge a book by it's cover", people are entitled to perceive me in
whatever way they want although after getting to know myself for over
fourteen years, I'd like to think I know myself better than others do. 
The dark brown eyes and the one who is almost 160cm tall, yea thats me. I'm an art-aholic who loves photography and design. I'm one of those people who has a canon camera in her hands and an eye for all things beautiful and unique. Creativity is embedded in my mind at all times. Although I'm coming on like a little bit of a complete girl, when you dig a little deeper you'd know that I'm a tub of cookies and cream ice cream fanatic. Having malay blood brings out my love for asian food especially Japanese. When it comes to what they call boys, well I'm very particular; I preffer guys with brown hair and brown eyes, intellegent, sweet, is a friend at the same time, hot, plays a sport and can either dance, sing and/or plays the guitar as long as he does it like a man and not a girl. I have a thing for eurasians (half euro, half asian)  hahah :L I'm so obsessed with the chinese language it's insane. Although my ipod is filled with every type of songs, music-wise I love rnb and rock. My family and bestfriends mean the world to me so if you hurt them, you hurt me and I'd recommend you watch your back because if karma don't get you back something/someone else will.  At this point I apoligise for being me because I would consider marrying Christiano Ronaldo if he asked (yea never happening, i've come to terms with it) hahahah. So I know anyone reading this would probarbly not get to the end and have fallen asleep instead but thats it.

beach

Walking through sand, your feet sinking as you do.

Running into the open ocean with every wave dumping you under.

I miss having a reason to be at the beach.

inspiration

What is inspiration? It's a person you know, something you see or even hear about that make you stop and think, "Wow, that's beyond the word 'amazing' can even come close to comprehend". Inspiration is something thats driven from expected things aswell as the ones that creeps towards you in a form of the unexpected things. In my world there is three types of inspirations; the little things in life, the big things in life and everything that makes life worth living. I'm one of those people who appreciate inspiration when it comes from something uniquely inspiring, so I thought I'd share my inspirations. Being the artsy spirit that I am a majority of my inspiration are in the form of pictures because like the saying, "a photo tell you a thousand words".

it drives you crazy

...sitting here , just wondering. listing the pros and cons.

I've learnt that the amount of time spent pondering on a certain topic,the length of your pros and cons list about this topic - never helps you make your final decision. Lists and thoughts are just a bunch of words put together. I'm not saying you shouldn't bother with it; but with some decisions you just need to trust your gut, go with what you feel yet don't let your mind or heart cloud the other.

For now I don't know whether to hang my myself on a line based on thoughts and pros and cons or my feelings. Is taking this leap no matter what the outcome a wise decision or is it the most ridiculously stupid thing I will ever do in my life? Should I jump into a pool of two different possibilities?