so i'm just waiting on the world to change

I'll be frank. Until three weeks ago or so I have never opened my eyes to the world. I mean- ofcourse I've lived life with an open eye, just not as aware as I should be however I met someone who has broadened my horizons to the fact that you can make change regardless of how many candles are on your birthday cake. I felt somewhat intimidated by this certain someone because it took me thirteen years to realise something so obvious while they've figured it out at an age so early compared to the rest of us. Not only is this person gorgeous but their heart and soul is so beautiful I'mconvinced it's made out of diamonds. I'm done with waiting around for the world to change. Sure I'm one small person but whose to say I can't make or at least help to make one big difference. Make a difference for the better with climate change, animal rights and poverty because if that's what you believe in why lurk in the dark? fight for it 

you've got nothing figured out but the little trivials

I'm not one for calling things 'made out of gold'. I'm a little unique in that sense because when something is so mezmarising I call them 'made out of diamonds'.
In a sea of striking blue, green or hazel eyes when it comes to men, according to me nothing can beat an honest set of brown eyes. It's the simplicity that makes it so irrisistable.
I'm a believer that no architecture will ever compare to the beautiful eiffle tower, so elegant and beautiful in it's structure that it is simply très magnifique.
Hate is a strong word that no one should be affiliated to. I've always reffered to not having a very strong like for someone as not knowing them well enough or if they've done something that really hurt me bad, having no respect for them, but hate is not a word that someone can use like a signature pen.

ladies and gentlemen

I know I've had a lack of sleep thanks to the thoughts that I've pondered in my mind for quite a while now and I'm not sure if the things I'm questioning are a result of feeling tired or if it's even imporant but ever wondered why men have such elegant words for them while women don't? I mean men have the words guys, gentleman, boys, males, man to assisociate themselves while women have girls, woman, females ... the only elegant sounding word for women is lady. So why is this the way it is? Ever wondered the same thing?

when the nightsky is covered by the glitz of stars and fireworks

I'm waiting on a new year. A year that allows me to open a new page in my life where the past stays as a past and what the future holds is something I'd be willing to venture on. I'm looking forward to chucking out books and using a folder instead, looking forward to sprinting to classes because they're the ones I chose as opposed to being forced to do, looking forward to hopefully being a part of something big which leaves me desiring every end of term and most importantly walk away from this turn of a decade. This year has had highlights but I've worn a frown for far longer than I wanted.

wishing

I want to travel the world, pack my bags and get a flight to Paris, London, Tokyo, Bali and New York . I want to spend my days with a cup of hot chocolate in the morning. I want to have a camera in my hand during the daytime to take pictures of all things beautiful and unique. I want to come back to the hotel room at night to put on a couture dress and spend my night enjoying the nightlife under the fairy lights of stars.

Some people call me insane but there are two things in this world that i think is horrid but many are baffled as to why I think so. They are piercings and tattoos

I think piercings are stunning only if they're on your ear lobe (double piercing acceptable) or if it's on your belly button (though some says it's slutty, i like it) and two I abselutely hate tattoos because it's a permanent mark on your body which you might regret one day however nicole richie's fairy wing tattos are gorgeous (not that i'll ever get one).

I have never met a boy like you before. A teenage boy with a soul like yours, it's some kind of magic. It's easy to say you're gorgeous physically but thats an understatement considering how amazing you are inside too. I've never met a teenage boy who cares about the world around him, it leaves me in awe and questioning how you can elighten so many at an age so young. You might not know how amazing you are but those around you can see just how brightly you shine. You inspire me so much that I can't comprehend why.

bestfriendship

"A friend is someone who is there in your time of need, someone who has their own little ways to put a little magic in your life, someone who makes you smile even on your gloomiest days, someone you turn to for laughter or wiping away tears. A bestfriend is a friend who never fails to sieze the day and make it that slightest bit close to perfection. They are the people who posseses the quality of a friend with a little something extra, they are the one I treasure"

friends.

It's nice to know someone still cares,
someone has your back and
you're not alone, you have a friend.

fate.

Let me tell you a little something. It's one word, consisting four letters and only one syllable.

FATE. Unlike a car you can't drive fate to your preffered destination, sometimes you just have to float in the water and let the waves take you wherever it pleases. I'm one of those people who plan and schedule things, a perfectionist but sometimes life just doesn't go the way you have written on your planner. I've learnt three things from fate. One is that it will take you to where your future lies; two is that sometimes no matter how much you want to be with someone, you can't have it your way; and last but not least- three, sometimes your fate is somewhere else so that someone else can take your place in wherever you were originally.

animal translation

ever thought about the fact of what animals talk about. this is the everyday conversation between cats
enjoy :)

the sneezing panda

the information centre

IMAN. Although I believe it is a crime to
"judge a book by it's cover", people are entitled to perceive me in
whatever way they want although after getting to know myself for over
fourteen years, I'd like to think I know myself better than others do. 
The dark brown eyes and the one who is almost 160cm tall, yea thats me. I'm an art-aholic who loves photography and design. I'm one of those people who has a canon camera in her hands and an eye for all things beautiful and unique. Creativity is embedded in my mind at all times. Although I'm coming on like a little bit of a complete girl, when you dig a little deeper you'd know that I'm a tub of cookies and cream ice cream fanatic. Having malay blood brings out my love for asian food especially Japanese. When it comes to what they call boys, well I'm very particular; I preffer guys with brown hair and brown eyes, intellegent, sweet, is a friend at the same time, hot, plays a sport and can either dance, sing and/or plays the guitar as long as he does it like a man and not a girl. I have a thing for eurasians (half euro, half asian)  hahah :L I'm so obsessed with the chinese language it's insane. Although my ipod is filled with every type of songs, music-wise I love rnb and rock. My family and bestfriends mean the world to me so if you hurt them, you hurt me and I'd recommend you watch your back because if karma don't get you back something/someone else will.  At this point I apoligise for being me because I would consider marrying Christiano Ronaldo if he asked (yea never happening, i've come to terms with it) hahahah. So I know anyone reading this would probarbly not get to the end and have fallen asleep instead but thats it.

beach

Walking through sand, your feet sinking as you do.

Running into the open ocean with every wave dumping you under.

I miss having a reason to be at the beach.

inspiration

What is inspiration? It's a person you know, something you see or even hear about that make you stop and think, "Wow, that's beyond the word 'amazing' can even come close to comprehend". Inspiration is something thats driven from expected things aswell as the ones that creeps towards you in a form of the unexpected things. In my world there is three types of inspirations; the little things in life, the big things in life and everything that makes life worth living. I'm one of those people who appreciate inspiration when it comes from something uniquely inspiring, so I thought I'd share my inspirations. Being the artsy spirit that I am a majority of my inspiration are in the form of pictures because like the saying, "a photo tell you a thousand words".

it drives you crazy

...sitting here , just wondering. listing the pros and cons.

I've learnt that the amount of time spent pondering on a certain topic,the length of your pros and cons list about this topic - never helps you make your final decision. Lists and thoughts are just a bunch of words put together. I'm not saying you shouldn't bother with it; but with some decisions you just need to trust your gut, go with what you feel yet don't let your mind or heart cloud the other.

For now I don't know whether to hang my myself on a line based on thoughts and pros and cons or my feelings. Is taking this leap no matter what the outcome a wise decision or is it the most ridiculously stupid thing I will ever do in my life? Should I jump into a pool of two different possibilities?